You say your Husband is making efforts to make this relationship work. It is time to begin to trust him again. If it is too hard for you to stop snooping try it this way... Give yourself only one day per week that you are allowed to look at his email. When that day arrives, try and tell yourself that it can wait until tomorrow. Gradually you will see that after so many months of finding nothing, you have nothing to fear anymore.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
