H's trip to OW's city is imminent. He said last night that he was going to leave today, but changed his mind. As far as I know, he's going any day.
I have really struggled with this the last several days, worrying that at minimum, she is pursuing him, and I don't even want to get into worst case territory. I was in true agony last night, worrying and fretting--all the while knowing that I have to stop!
I got on my knees and prayed. I gave it all to God. It's in His hands now, and honestly, that's where it needs to be. No amount of controlling behavior on my part will help H...or me for that matter. I am at peace now--I feel light-hearted and know that all things will work out the way they need to.
