sending hugs))) hope you are fighting the battle over your fear and questioning your emotions and putting a stop sign when your imagination runs wild. It hurts to find stuff out, but you must remember,whatever he did w/her was just acting out of character for him, that isn't the person who married you.
He prob still has only the past to look at, I know you can offer him so much more, but right now he does not see that, he still can't believe it. My H told me that even when he knew I wanted him back he thought I was mad because he left me and didn't think we could work it out.

I pray that he's able to shake off anything ow, that you refuse to let fear grip you every day, wake up and decide to reclaim the day for you.

hangin there there gal)))


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.