((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))

I an so sorry you are going through this.
I know all about those images and what tricks our mind plays on us.

So, my first question is this..

Do you want to be intimate with your Husband?
Do you want to truly reconcile?

Secondly, there are a couple of really good books I read that may also help.

Book One

Book Two

Thirdly, I went to EMDR therapy because of the anxiety and the images. It helped.

The intimacy has returned in my relationship with my Husband and we are slowly rebuilding.

It is hard to forgive but you have to take a tiny baby step in that direction every day.

The affair is over and your Husband wants to be with you.

You are not 2nd best!!

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.