I've been away from the boards for a bit. But things seem still the same. H is still asking for all the little details, thinking that I'm still hiding information from him. After that, he keeps bringing up the fact that I had a long term A.
We aren't even close to being on the same page. I tell him that I WANT more than anything to be with him, that everything in the A was 'fantasyland' and not real, that I am 100% committed to him. And he says that this is not about what I want. When I try asking what he wants, he comes back with "a wife that doesn't cheat." I tell him that I'm it....and he says "not with your track record."
I want to move forward...he doesn't seem to be there yet.
