Well I think I am continuing to see very very tiny baby steps towards some kind of intimacy. Since I last posted H has kissed me on the lips everytime he has left the house and they have been getting more "gusto" behind them. Also he has laid an arm over me in bed and one night even let me lay my head on his shoulder. I have also noticed that the last couple of days if he has had to squeeze past me in the house he has put his hands on my hips.

It is such torture to have these things happening and not be able to reciprocate in ANY way. H will not let me initiate a kiss on the lips or anything else it all has to be when he wants to. Is this how it usually goes?? Also we have had a talk about it because H noticed that I have been struggling with our sitch the last week and when he asked me why I told him I was having a hard time dealing with the lack of intimacy and was scared we'd never do anything ever again. He said he does intend we will eventually but wants to get everythihg else in the R sorted first. This everything else must be some things he thinks need sorting that I don't know about because everything seems fine from where I'm standing.

Me 34 H 33 S2 Together 10yrs Married 6yrs Bomb 12th Aug 06