Steve, Thanks for being so supportive. I need to keep focusing on the positives. Last night he wasn't home but he told me what he was doing. HUGE!!! I didn't have to worry about ow. Today he TM me from a meeting and then when I dropped kids with him he asked me to stay and help with a couple of things. Tonight he sent me a pic of ds making a lego and a TM. Again huge he was thinking of me when I am not there. Baby steps I know but you all know how much this can mean. Telling my friends this just seems pathetic but you all know how it makes you feel.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!