but then later I got so depressed and tired of all this. I just cried myself to sleep. I just keep thinking that it is too late and I can't take it any more. Part of me wants to take the easy way out and D and get it over with...
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!