OK if I make it through tonight then 2 weeks with out a melt down from me (the pathetic crying screaming I can't do this kind). Of course the fact that he has been away for a few days may be helpful...Last night he told me to go ahead and book a family vacation for the kids' spring break. So today I have the anxious will he drop another bomb pit of my stomach feeling. No good reason, it's just there.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
