I was the same way. I think it is the male mindset. Fix now, worry later. I really can't complain though. I have learned soooo much about ME through this process. What I want, who I am, etc. Just wish it was not so painful. Either way, these boards are the best....no matter the outcome. Everything will work itself out in the end.
Keep me posted on your situation.
CIAZ M 7/97 S 5/05 D 8/06 Both 33 years old No kids