Mmm.. H just called me not long ago, and he started off with "Don't freak out! But I've got to go back to our home country to conduct some interviews. I know you'll freak out that's why I am flying-in in the morning and flying out in the afternoon". At that point, I started to sniffle and H added "hey...please don't cry. I am giving you an assurance that we are okay. Don't worry. I am just going back for work. At least I am telling you, rather than you find out and say that I make stealth visits back to see her."
So what do you make of that???? Suppose have to look on the bright side that H is AWARE that him going back to our home country WILL make my emotions and thoughts go funny... and is trying to ASSURE me that things are OKAY between us.
Anyway, have to detach detach detach. Want to plan for S2's birthday party. He's turning 7. Time flies!!!! How fast my baby grows up...
