You are very encouraging. Today I was struggling with the fact that it is a holiday for the OW and her kids and that he had a lunch date scheduled with a friend that he'd not seen or heard from in months. Even though I really wanted to take hin to work and then stalk the parking lot to see if it was who he said it was, I didn't. I took a sleeping pill and slept in. I was really surprised when he suddenly turned up here at home to have lunch with me. It was a nice surprise. I'm glad I slept in and his lunch appointment got 'postponed.'
See, I go through so many ups and downs. So happy that he chose to come home and be with me and st the same time, feeling like a louse for not trusting him - again.
I am going to interview some C for IC. I woul dlike to talk to someone who is not talking to BOTH of us. We have had about 10--11 sessions with JoAnn through DB and she has been so very helpful and managed to get us through the initial crises immediately. From that day I felt like there was some hope.
Thank you again for your encouragement. I keep hearing "time heals all things" but time seems to be my enemy sometimes - especially the times when I cannot sleep.
