Lostlove-It sounds like they were hard on you like they are on me,but I don't take it personally-I know they are just trying to get through my thick head what I should and shouldn't do. They see the big potential for a success here, and don't want me to blow it. I don;t want to blow it so I want them to tell me the way it is-the good, the bad, and the ugly-all of it. I hope Iam taking the right course in what I am doing. It feels like unchartered territory to me and foreign because its different. I have always wanted control, and I know to get him back I HAVE to let it go. Let him go. It's scary, Help me beleive I am doing the right thing by staying away from him and waiting for him to call me. I want to be with him, but more than that I want him to want to be with me. What part do I play? Do I do anything at all? Right now I'm not, and my gut tells me not to even as my heart longs to be with him. I hate that it takes so long for them to realize what they have. I hate the waiting for the call that has not come yet. I hate wondering what he is doing nights. I need to get over this bump in the road and move on. Racahel
