I have no worries over you at all. You are at your best in times of crisis and while it seems like you are hanging on a thread, I believe you are actually hanging on a steel cable. It is because you believe you are hanging by a thread that he thread becomes a cable.
It is when things seem to be under control and you believe that you aren't even hanging at all that you are really dangling on a thread. Those are the times when there is nothing to fight and no reason to keep up the walls, when you think you are safe, that you think you may have to show some vulnerability, those are the times when you are really hanging by a thread, because your pattern seems to be that in those times your anxiety attacks kick in.
