No, I've been listening to you guys, seriously. That is why my Shrink's comments hit home so hard. And I thought, fck, here I go again. It's one thing to talk theory, and another thing to get nailed with it in real life.
And you are all absolutely right... y'all have been drilling me on this forever... and we all know how much I just hate admitting that I am not perfect.
The bf and I have talked about our sitch... and just yesterday, before I went to see the shrink, he told me that "I have to do what I have to do to make sure me and the kids are stable." He's willing to help me out if I need help.
He isn't the problem. I am.
But. I have all of you wonderful people to encourage me and help me find my faith and courage. God, this is scarier than fixing my LDness.
Nop, you lovely man, thank you for coming out of SSM Board Retirement to give me a nudge. Thank you all, really.
Cobra, I hear you. Jesus, I think I might have to give up the Honors of being the wielder of the Pointy Witch Shoes.
I shall prevail, simply because I am such a stubborn beoch.
It's one thing to talk theory, and another thing to get nailed with it in real life.
