Get near some people who can support you...find a different job and/or get a different house. It's just a frickin house and you have the intelligence and creativity to create beauty wherever you go..............and if you just take care of yourself......that gives your children .... and i'm not just spewin' kaka.........it gives your children infinitely more than anything else...
I have teenagers, one practically grown........I ran myself dry like you are doing.......and my oldest one didn't have me as an example to learn how to take care of herself....so she doesn't...it's different now...
But putting yourself first as far as care is soooo incredibly important.
Your shrink is good.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
