Sweetie....I am so humbled by your honesty, and I'm glad you didn't take your life.
You're a good person...you've given so much on this board and helped so many people.
It has helped me before to take a break from the board.
But I think because we care about you, we want to know you're going to have a way of taking care of yourself. Are you going to let your shrink know?
Even though you don't feel you're an alcoholic...AA is still a good place to go, even if only once. They have some great 'self-care' mechanisms/solutions/ideas and you might pick up something that will be useful to you.
You have my thoughts and prayers. God bless.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
