hi there. i already told my H everything that happened with the OM. we just finished talking again a moment ago. H told me how awful, shameful, and ungrateful a person I am.That I just didn't fall in love with the OM, but really wanted to do the sexual thing with OM, that I planned and really wanted everything to happen, that I could have stopped it if I had really wanted to. He also told me that I'm such a bitch with the "itch". H doesn't tell me to leave, but keeps telling me that he can't accept me anymore. If I leave for sure he won't let me bring the children along. CRIED AGAIN. I just hope and pray that I'd make the right decision this time. thanks.
