Thanks for the bit of advice. I should change my ID to DebinStLouis. I will moving on Tuesday (just temporarily) for a new project. Great salary increase - so now I can actually afford the house I live in (assuming my H doesn't or can't provide any more financially). He is not working, but just sailing along, crossing the jet stream now and then.
He is very optomistic about us, which is great, I think. But, I just don't feel it. I wish I could, but it's not there. Once I get moved to St. Louis, I will get some counseling.
Thanks again for the response.
Deb
Joy and Sorrow...when one sits alone with you at your board, remember the other is asleep upon your bed. ~Kahlil Gibran
Me: 46 H: 45 Married: 5.0+ years Bomb: May 17, 2006 0 living children, 2 babies in heaven 1 dog, 2 cats
