steph the road is paved with detachment.... was the only way for me.... h realized he would be saying goodbye to me and couldn't.


h is learning to say the right thing... it's funny though... h calls on his way home in traffic (drag) says "i heard there's a good frasier on tonight" i say oh, he says you wanna watch it? with me??

we are having fun, i just hope that h comes home soon and this is not all an illusion.
LL