well when i was awoken at 630 by my son crawling in me bed an not seeing my h there i was only slightly dissapointed, but the fact that it is now 9 and he still hasn't bothered to call is really bothering me, does he not understand what message it is that he sends me when he does such things??? it is unlikely that he is still asleep he does have work to do and always claims to stay down there so he can get up early as here he's been having a hard time getting out of bed. this is where the problems begin, I was not mad at the fact that he didn't come here last night, but the longer he takes to call the more likely it is that i will get mad. what the hell am i????
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ok so h just called and is still in a happy playfull mode though he probably noticed my not so up mode, i did not say anything about anything just was. he had to get back to what he was doing so said he'd call back later, is funny he always asks what we are going to do for the day. he asked about how son woke up and if he said anything, sorry h son doesn't ask for you he got too used to you NOT being here so the fact that you are here sometimes now doesn't matter he doesn't expect to see you. (didn't tell h that) so I'll have to try to keep in a good mood when it comes to h so when he comes tonight i'm not a bitch, but really don't have it for him today. we'll see if and when he calls next.
LL
