now h is toying with me.... still does not give me answer if he is comming over or not..... told him that is not fair tell me if you are or not.... says to assume he is not... so that is what i assume.... we'll see... I won't lie and say that i wont be dissapointed if he doesn't but i guess i'll just have to understand if he doesn't... but it might make me not "in the mood" tommorow night when he IS comming over. well i'm off to sleep and who knows maybe i'll wake with h next to me (if he knows whats best for him) LL
