I have spent to much of thit "trying" stage worrying about the what if's. I am chosing to think possitively about the current sit. h is now spending time with me while he wasn't before, h is now calling me while he wasn't before, h is now laughing with me (well more than he was before) h is being affectionate while he wasn't before, h is now trying while he wasn't before, h is not talking to ow while he was before. h is now willing to go out with me ALONE while he wasn't before. h is now telling me about his day while he wasn't before. so if all goes well i will soon be able to say h is living here while he wasn't before and h and i are wearing our rings and are happy while we weren't before.
help me to point out the possitives when i am in a venting mood. i am doing my best at keeping my mouth shut and it seems to be working after all h can only deal with so much of my hurt the rest i must deal with on my own!!
I am looking forward to tonight!! it's been a while since h and i just went out the two of us, today i am going to get a hair cut for a much needed pma boost.
hope you all enjoy your weekend and find some possitives to focus on in your own sits. LL
