yes I know that feeling all to well, actually while we werent trying i liked the nights that h didn't come because then there was no waiting for him to get here, no discomfort and I could put the kids to bed when i wanted to. things have changed dramatically between h and i in the last year, i hope it is all real and not just some facade to keep the family together, he seems genuine so i'll take it that it is.
i was just out at the store, I don't carry my cell around with me as most people do , so when i got back to the car noticed that h had called, so that meant he called the house then the cell, and don't you know as i was bringing in the bags h called again at the house left a message wich i haven't listend to yet. interesting!!!! LL
