I wandered out of "Newcomers" territory to check in on you again. In some ways, having my H away is easier in that I know what to expect (he won't be here) and I only have to gear up my energy to see him a few times a week, usually briefly. I'm not saying I want it to stay this way, but for now it has it's benefits. As for being at home alone at night, it hasn't been as big an adjustment for me - he worked evening shift or late, or went out at least a few times a week, and when he was here, he wasn't eager to be in the same part of the house with me anyway. That hurt. I loved being with him. There I go drowning myself again - Sorry.
