I got used to h not being around, never totally liked it but accepted it. it is just now that we are trying and when he is here five nights out of seven actually with me, it makes those two harder on me than they were before. so when i am alone on those nights (which hopefully wont last to long) I need to remind myself that it is only two nights as opposed to the seven i was spending alone a little over a month ago, look at the possitive and get past the negative.
better days are ahead, I have full confidence that my h will come home to me if i only let him. LL
