But you still haven't explained to us why you are here on the boards. I've read your posts, but nothing in them seems to answer clearly why you are here.
Honestly, I have compassion for you. But you are clearly SEEKING something here. Something that your therapist is NOT giving you.
Like I said, nothing in psychology is accidental. And I stand by a lot of what I've said. Yes, I don't know you, but as people, we're not that different from one another.
You NEED something from the boards. WHAT IS IT? And don't give me scattered stuff like "he wont's stop lying to his W". Why are you with a liar then? Weird.
And boy are you antagonistic. Where is all this anger coming from?
And having a "good" relationship with you father doesn't mean that on some sub-conscious level you're still not hurt. Remember the sub-conscious is very powerful and all our conscious behavior is propelled by our sub-conscious.
