Quoting lostlove: I am fed up with living my life this way, I should have given up years ago but no I hung in there waiting for better, you have a "friend" i should leave but do i no I hang in there, you leave the home I should leave but do i no I hang in there, you tell me you want a d, do i leave no i hang in there, you tell me you are in love with some one else, i should leave but do i no I hang in there, you tell me you want to come home and try and yet you don't come home, I should leave but do i no i hang in there. how long do I continue to play this game with you, i am tired of the uncertainty....
Hi LL:
I love the rhetoric in your venting summary. Have you considered taking up the "performing arts"? It might be a productive distraction for you during these trying times. Well, forget I made the suggestion and ignore the comment...
The up and down roller coaster of emotions - I find that is the hardest to manage. I am following your thread closely and am impressed with you perseverance, your emotional courage and your ability to take some "knocks" and yet bounce back. Vent in this forum with the fullest of your emotions. That is what this place is for. We, your support group, will shed a tear for you when you are in despair, will comfort you when you feel down and will cheer you on when you make progress with your relationship. Stay the course as we all can see that you are making progress, even though it may seem excrutiatingly slow for your liking.
