If I made it sound like the scrabble was the only thing.. then that's not exactly right. I've been going to the gym. (Lost weight, I was overweight (15lbs), not obesse but definately overweight. Now I'm down to same a few pounds more or less as when we married. I can fit into a skirt I bought on our honeymoon.)
I've been going to lectures and some volunteer groups, movies and such. Work, I have a writers group.
Still, I feel like such a fool!, and I'm because I've only been getting the just get the D message from our D happy culture, they think thats the answer, so I've just tried to stop talking about it. Everytime I think I'm in a reasonable stable place and start doing more GAL things, seems he's upped the anti. I can't see that anything is going to effect change, he just wants the sep. I guess maybe he's got OW breathing down his neck or such. I don't even know if there is a definate OW. It's a guess.I just don't think someone as attractive and personable as he is will be alone at all. Not when I've seen overweight, sick, crazy older men with no money being fawned over by women. Even here it seems more men reconcile with WAW than the reverse. I'm not feeling very optimistic right now. I wonder that WAH is up to something more than he's saying right now. So I'm going to give it to God, and look for your and other responses. And go back to work and check in again later. Got some biz to attend before 5:00.
