thanks andrea, I know you are hurting a great deal these days, I have read your thread and I feel for you but don't have much to say in regard to your sit.
well i don't know folks seems like when i push him away he is caring, he just called while i was in the middle of another post that seems to be irrelevant.
he called to ask about my dream because last night when i woke him and told him about it he was half asleep, he assured me that it was only a dream that he doesn't think i'm crazy and certainly would not laugh at me, the other part of my dream was that he wasn't making me feel safe in a threatening sit. that he understood as well and knows that it is not all dream. he is trying I am just afraid and should learn to accept that just as I am scared he too is scared. how can i expect him to know what the future holds when i myself do not know. so today i am going to the aquarium with the kids and a gf who is currently laid off (love when she's laid off) h asked me to keep my cell with me and he'd call me during the day. why am I not allowing things to progress, what am i so afraid of???? LL who is being tackled by a three year old! gotta run, bash me comfort me give me advice, Z love your thoughts keep them comming!! please!! I'm trying!
