all I know of ow, is she is married with two kids and has terminal cancer, she has a habit of hanging out with guys as she used to go out drinking with bil leaving her h at home with the kids, she speaks monotone, thinks her h doesn't love her, seems needy but of course can hide that when being given the attn of a man even if he's married to someone else, she may be blond, is def short, who knows who cares, all I know is she is a selfish little bitch and my h is "in love" with her. and she is leaving her h, not just because of my h but because she's wanted to for a while and then my h came along and gave her someone to leave with, she apparently still plans to go through with her d regardless.
I have seen many threads that seem similar the thing is most are not being lied to or have not been lied to in the same fashion that I have. no-one else here has a h who had an ea then left them to be with that person and still claims it to just be an ea. the only way sits seem to be similar is that we all are being hurt in one fashion or another.
right now I do not know where I stand with h, will he come home wont he???? does he want me or is he "trying" to want me???? I'm tired of all the uncertainty, get in or get out!! it's been long enough, I'm tired and I don't want to play anymore. I save most of the nasty day to day thoughts for a thread I have over in newcommers, there you can see why I am so down today. I am tired of being an obligation, I don't want nor do I need any favors. I deserve love and respect and right now I don't feel either from h. LL
