h and i have been spending alot of time together lately, took me out shopping and spoiled me, lots of physical affection (well most of it is sexual) initiated all by him. I am trying to not call h, and not be bothered when he comes over late when he says he's going to try to come early, and to not get bothered when he decides he just isn't going to come over.
I just want h to come home, and be my h again, I don't want to have to question "is this going to end" I just want to feel safe w h and right now I have good moments and bad moments.
trying to be the persued with out persueing in return is difficult. also trying to put ow out of my head is VERY difficult. LL
