I don't believe it is a mlc (though some things might seem that way and h certainly is a canditate for it)
I think we've just had a bad or no-existant r for a long time, built up walls. h had ea and wasn't happy, left and when ea made herself avail by leaving h or asking h for a d he walked away from it and decided to come home. said he couldn't walk away without looking back as I told him to do when he left so here he is.
things are going very well exept for the fact that I am having a hard time with trusting him. and also the fear that he will run again if not soon then when the kids are grown. I am scared and hurt and trying to keep my mouth shut most of the time. sometimes it is ok to talk to h but other times he just gets angry, he has said all there is to say about it and wants to move on and work on us getting comfortable with eachother. I do not know when he intends to move home or ask to put rings back on or anything like that. h is wanting to be physical alot, which is something I always complained about before (his not wanting to as much as me, even before ow) but now though I enjoy it, is making me think he was infact having a pa with her. I am trying to believe him about it not reaching that point though he admitted to wanting to. I am scared and I just want my h to come home!! LL
