hello all, I've been on this bb since about june of this year when h dropped bomb after walking out the door in april after disclosure of "friend" back last november. it's been a long year, lot's of not nice words. h has had a change (or realization) of heart and now wants to work on us!!!!! still not moved home yet but spends most nights here. say's the r with ow (who is married but asked her h for a d to be with mine) is over, yet she is still calling him, actually just called him this week to wish him a happy b-day.
h and I are having fun getting to know eachother, but I am hurt and scared. I am having a hard time keeping my mouth shut and trying to not be depressed around him, I just feel like I am walking on eggshells and he could turn around at any minute and change his mind about trying to come home.
some days he is comforting when I am upset or scared and other days he is angry at it all.
I am trying, h is trying, I am scared.
I don't know how to link anything and honestly there are too many threads under my name anyway, currently I have a thread under newcomers but starting to feel that perhaps I belong over here now that h wants to try to peice our r back together. thanks in advance for any advice or comments. LL
