The long journey I didn't sign up for.............

[nodivorceplease]

Okay, H called tonight to talk with D7 and he sounded all cheerful and preceded to tell me how he was out having a great time with friends. I acted like everything was fine and handed the phone to D7. Apparently he planted a gift in her bedroom today when he made his impromptu visit. Lots of gifts for D7 must equal lots of guilt. Anyway, I started feeling really resentful towards him. He's out having a great time partying with his friends and meanwhile I spent my evening driving daughter to her activities, cleaning house, laundry, etc. It just feels like he dumped me and now he gets to live like a swinging single and I get to take care of all the responsibilities with little help from him. I know I'm being a whiny baby right now. He didn't mention anything about seeing me naked today and I didn't bring it up either. I guess he just came by to get some more of his things. Who am I kidding, he doesn't give a crap about me. Yup, I'm definitely feeling like a whiny baby tonight! I'll get over it.

Shelly