muddlethrough: when i told her about dating, i did that so she could not lie to me, i did that so she had nothing to hide. this talk was after she moved out again. im telling you i had to do this because like i told her, no more lies, no more decete. have i dated no, i would not do that to me, her or someone else. i have stood for my marriage for a long time, i also have come along way with her, but here i am, seperated, not really married. i am just tired. i got the least that i wanted, our friendship, our marriage is not back, and honestly i am ok with that.
