Not much to say. Things are very, very good right now except for the recent dilemma which I struggle with daily.
I never thought my wife and I would connect like we have. I honestly don't trust it very much yet, not because I think she's lying to me, but because I now know about all the bizarre thinking, mind games, and behavior and it makes me wonder if she's really in touch with reality enough, or knows herself enough, for this to be real...or if she's just grasping for what seems reasonable right now. It's hard to say, really.
She has always come across as very level-headed and has this ability to convince herself of anything no matter how ridiculous. I don't make my decisions as though she's doing that, but I must confess a nagging doubt that I think only time will bear out whether she's on board or not.
For the time being, though, things look real good. She's been very supportive of me lately and very affectionate. With the holidays over we've gotten a tad busier so we're having to fight to make time for ourselves but we ARE doing that.
One of the best things, though, is that our kids seem so much happier and more at peace now, and that in itself provides plenty of motivation.
The ML has gotten pretty unbelievable as well.
Of course we're praying together daily (almost) and serving together through church.
I certainly think we've put our money where our mouth is as far as doing our part but I believe God has blessed, and continues to bless, our obedience, and therefore deserves the credit and the glory.
You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means. -- Inigo Montoya, 'The Princess Bride'
