yeah, I know how badly she feels. Some nights she cries herself to sleep. I'm not beating her up over this anymore...that's why I spout off in here.

Truth is, though, when that happened to my son it flicked a switch. Things are different for me now I just don't quite know how they're different.

It's just sapped most of whatever joy I had been experienced as a result of our progress.

We've had to overcome some huge stuff, and we have with God's help, but it seems like everytime we top a hill it's only to discover Mt. Everest on the other side.

It's tiring.


You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means. -- Inigo Montoya, 'The Princess Bride'