Mama, hon, I appreciate what you're saying and I certainly deserve many 2x4s sans velvet, but this is just different.
I can think about all that stuff and not get real stirred up anymore. I'm very sweet to my wife. This is just another slap in the face...except it's not my face this time, it's my son's.
If it weren't for the fact that I'm a Christian and believe divorce is wrong I'd be outta there. I believe the practical results of staying together is because it's in the best interests of the family and the child as well. The family protects the child, or is supposed to until they're able to look after themselves.
But how does one protect his child from his own mother who behaves/behaved in a filthy, disgusting manner?
I mean now I want to stay together simply so that I can always be involved in his life 24/7/365 because if we split up and she were on her own God only knows what worse lifestyle choices she would subject him to.
This is probably gonna force us back into MC, or at least me, cause I don't know how I can ever look at her and not see a filthy disgusting whore.
You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means. -- Inigo Montoya, 'The Princess Bride'