Don't feel too bad I tend to do the comparision thing too and it's just a dark hole that hurts. Maybe you should do what I've done on recommendation of my therapist. Start a list of what you like about yourself (I've done mine in my new day planner) and then read them every morning. Add a new thing every few days or so.
My apologies TL for the hijack,
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
