Thanks for the encouragement, Virginia. I understand what you're saying. I know he's going through a lot right now, too, even though it is different than what I am going through. Even though I felt bad that he said he thought part of the reason he was so tired last night was because he hadn't resolved this, if he was telling me the truth (which I have to just take it for the truth at face value at this point), I'm glad that he at least is thinking about it and that it is bothering him. I hope that comes across like I mean it to. I don't mean to say that I'm glad if he's suffering, because I truly feel horrible if he is, but I'm glad that he is at least thinking about it and (hopefully) wanting to get it resolved.
We'll see what happens from here.
Well, still no call from him yet today, and I still haven't snooped! Still going to wait until the last possible minute to contact him. It's possible that he may not answer his phone when I call, at which point I guess I'll just have to go to the meeting myself. I hope that doesn't happen.
It will be interesting to see how the conversation goes when we do talk next, whenever that may be. I still am not going to bring it up or talk about it unless he does. I'm terrified, nervous, sick to my stomach, and excited all at the same time... God grant me the patience to continue on this roller coaster...
Still going to wait until the last possible minute to contact him. It's possible that he may not answer his phone when I call, at which point I guess I'll just have to go to the meeting myself. I hope that doesn't happen.