Thanks, Whatisis. I'm hoping today will be a better day. I'm just having a hard time right now understanding what is going through his head. I don't need to agree with what he is thinking or doing, but it would help to understand. If he's truly made up his mind that he is coming home and he's going to give us another chance, why he is not doing that? When I ask him, he says it's because he doesn't want to hurt anyone. Obviously he's choosing to hurt me instead of her right now, which as hard as it is, I understand. I asked him what happens if the time never feels right to talk to her, and he says that it will. I want to believe him, and I'm going to continue to do my best to just be patient. But I just don't understand, and I'm scared.
