Tambear, sound like a great evening for you. I like what you said about it feeling like the beginning again. So, think back to the beginning and remember what things made your times together so great, try and repeat them. They may just be small things but every little bit helps. Remember, don't put all your eggs in that one basket. Start to do things for you, just for you...trust me, it will help with the sitch. Lastly, watch that rollercoaster cuz there are going to be a lot of dips along the way, dig in and stay strong.