Thanks so much for the continued encouragement, Whatisis. Today is a new day. I keep reminding myself of what you all have said and feel so supported in my efforts. I will let you know how the day goes today...

I am completely willing and wanting to take responsibility for my part in this mess, and I feel horrible about it. I just don't think it was ALL my fault. That was my only point. I have already forgiven him, but it will take longer to forgive myself. I will do it; it will just take more time.

With all of your help, I hope you will help keep me on the right path to bringing him home. Thank you so much.