Kinda had a tough day yesterday. Felt some frustration coming on and found myself showing some impatience. I kind a felt like we have not had much progress the last few days. I kind of senses she was pulling back a little but could just be in my mind. Now that the holidays are over and kids back in school there is less time for each other and we are getting back into a normal rountine. We went so fast for about 3 weeks that slowing down the last few days kinda freaked me out. I have not had one of those reasssuring statements from her in the last few days so my mind started playing the what if game.
Feeling better today. Not so anxious. We are going to dinner with the kids tonight.
I am kept thinking last night even though the pain is not like it used to be when I was trying to get her to work on the R, nevertheless it is still there and after 7 months of this, I sure wish it would go away. Today I am calmer and more realistic that this could take awhile.
