Right after he told me of the A, we seemed to making progress but now he is just crazy-talking about how he will not give her up unless he sees a change in my behavior. In looking back over the past week, it does seem that I get a better reaction when I am acting as his friend. It is so darn hard sometimes and I freaked out on Saturday night and demanded he sleep in another room. I was sick and tired of the calls/texts. But, I think this is doing more harm than good now. Can I back out of my request?
The funny thing is that we have always been good friends and I've been trying to talk, question, all that stuff. That is the good part of our relationship. It's the ML and affectionate stuff that we lose first and those are what he gets from his A. THe "connection" as he likes to call it... I really do believe that he is addicted to the high of being with her. They only met/meet during the day, on the sly, in the car..
Is it possible to reconcile? I don't know.. only time will tell I guess. In the meantime, I'm going to try to best me I can be.
