I am so with you on that!! Right now I just want to tell him goodbye. He comes in all depressed after a conversation with OW. Then, she texts him 5 times while I'm sitting there with him. I just want to SCREAM!!! He was very kind tonight and called because he was an hour late from work (YES! he was actually there.. I could hear the machines) helped with a ton of stuff around the house, hugged and kissed me goodnight. But, I can't sleep! Maybe I should just stay in the other room.. UGH!! I am so tired of being so conflicted!
He acts as if he is going to end it with her but I'm sure that he is also telling her that he is going to end it with me. Someone needs to do something! (That's my head talking) But, I do love him and have a really hard time seeing into a future without him (D*mn heart!). We have a C appt next week and H acts like the C is going to come up with some crystal ball answer. It's ridiculous, really... just prolonging everyone's agony..
