We had a rough night.. Stayed up almost the whole night and talked. I told him that I thought this was the end and he sobbed and sobbed and said he didn't want to end it. So, we talked about how we got where we were... Problems with our relationship before this A happened. What we could do to be better together. Then, we decided that we were going to wait to file for D until after our C session next week. There was a glimmer of hope.
But, today he called her right in front of me. I know I said that I didn't want lies but S**T I feel like he's rubbing my nose in it. And, after all of the good feelings we ended up having last night. UGH!!!! I feel so used up!!! I really don't know if I can go through this up and down.
He says that he's willing to give her up and yet his actions show that he's not. This is also not the OW first affair and she set up my husband the first time went over to here house. Her husband walked in on them and just shook his head and walked out. Maybe H and OW deserve each other and I just need to move on.. But, it makes me sooo sad
