So, how do you know that it's time to walk out the door (or not)? I can't take all of the lies and secrecy again. I am sitting here imagining that he is spending another "lunch" with her.
Do I really want our marriage to be over? or, is it just wishful thinking that this won't happen again and again and again? UGH! I am starting to feel really angry and need to keep myself in check so I've been pulling away from further conversations... I need time to think rationally.
