Well after apologizing and standing my ground yesterday, today I havent received anything from her. I know time and patience and all that jazz...but from the reaction she had yesterday I kinda thought that she would do something instantaniest. Last night she posted on her myspace page "Life isn't measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."...Not sure what to take that as...if she is refering to me or to OM or what. If she truly feels that way she sure is advoiding the moments would "take her breath away"...us tackeling our problems and growing stronger from them would be the biggest breath taking moment.
I hope that yesterday by me saying that I couldn't do it with him in the picture any more that she veiwed it negatively as me saying him or me and me giving up. I hope that I didn't do any more pushing her away by saying that and by saying that I do feel that we could "talk though all this and make us stronger together" I know in the past couple of weeks that we have been talking that her thinking wheels has been turning I just hope that me going dark again that they still will turn and she still will have her mixed emotions and not just go back to what she was before.
